You Mean Everything To Me

You mean everything to me

You are the answer to my lonely prayer
You are an angel from above
I was so lonely till you came to me
With the wonder of your love

I don't know how I ever lived before
You are my life, my destiny
Oh my darling, I love you so
You mean everything to me

If you should ever, ever go away
There would be lonely tears to cry
The sun above would be never shine again
There would be teardrops in the sky

So hold me close and never let me go
And say our love will always be
Oh, my darling, I love you so
You mean everything to me
(You mean everything to me)

So hold me close and never let me go
And say our love will always be
Oh, my darling, I love you so
You mean everything to me

昨天

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长途巴士开跑了。我旁边坐着一个女生，她拿着一本生物学的书，集中精神地阅读着。是啊，分手后，我一直避免一个人独处。但，如今，没办法了！

许多回忆在脑海里旋转，我试着不去放大它们，就让这些回忆慢慢地流动。眼泪在眼眶打转，我忍着，我不想吓坏旁边的女生。

巴士外边下着雨，巴士里边传来一首很古老的英文歌“You mean everything to me"，很煽情，就是我现在部落格播着的这首。手机响了，他的信息发了过来。最后一个句子，看了，眼泪，hold不住。

过后的整个途中，我就一直在那边抽泣，旁边的女生的表情很好笑，她好像看我，又故意不看我。

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今天

我要学会坚强。所以，今天，我不哭了。

不再把我们的合照当成手机wall paper了。你送给我的手机吊饰，我不舍得丢，但我也收起来了。

我无法在短时间忘记你，你抱着我哭的画面在我脑中重播好几百遍。

我给不了你你要的未来。又不能带你进我的未来。

好无奈，真的好无奈...

『不小心当泪滑过嘴角 就用你握过的手抹掉』